Thursday, November 1, 2007

and, where, when =I'm.

And its hard not to feel blue when you havent showered in 2 days. whats the point? It's not like I'll see you.
And right when you think you might have potential you manage to screw up instant pudding... twice.
When you become a depressing shut-in and you notice your chair has a perfect ass-groove. and damn, it is big.
When yourself is the scariest thing on halloween night.
When you hate every inhaling breath because all it does is make your stomach even bigger than it was before.
When you wake up thinking you're not so bad looking, only to catch your reflection 3 hours later and feel nothing but repulsed.
And even though he tells you he loves you, you're terrified of the inevitable disappointment.
Where this would all almost be humorus if it wasnt you.
Almost be humorus if you werent fighting back tears every minute.
And then you try to write a poem but you fail at that too.

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