Monday, December 29, 2008

well.

i'm single. and i'm happy.

3 comments:

Letting Off the Happiness..... said...

that is all you can say about a year? I want you to know that after hearing all the mean things you have said about me about how dumb I am and annoying and shit. It hurts. You know I spent a year of my life with you and I regret that because you did nothing to me but use me. You know you don't ever sit back and think how fucking mean you are sometimes.

Letting Off the Happiness..... said...

I am sorry. I was very upset. It is really hard for me to think that all there is to say about a year is that. Nothing. Considering that you told me I meant more than what you say now at one time. I don't hate you, and you know that. I love you and I respect you. I am severely hurt at all the bad things you have said about me is all and I didn't know what else to say. I am sorry.

Letting Off the Happiness..... said...

Look I hope that this doesn't upset you. I really hope that it doesn't. Everything I said was wrong. You know that I didn't mean any of those bad things I said. Abby, I was just really hurt. I know that anyone will say that is still no reason and they are absolutely right. You know what I really think about you regardless. You know that I think you are a wonderful woman. Despite what anyone says about me apologizing, there is no plot to get you back. I accept that. I am only bothered at the way it is now. I know that the last little bit has really made it bad, but really there was good times. I will always love you. Today would have been a year. I will still hope that one day we can work out our problems and gradually be able to friends again or something. you know that I know was wrong in alot of things I did the last few weeks. I was being a really big selfish baby. I will be the first to admit it that you didn't deserve any of it. Thank you for doing what you did for me still. I know that I still will not think any bad of you. You know that I have only good things to say about you. I know that even if you despise me I will still consider you a friend, we have alot of history in such a short time, good or bad. I am not gonna force it. just acknowledge that you have someone out there that thinks about you, that cares about you, that loves you, that thinks you are absolutely amazing, that hopes your happy, that hopes you can forgive me. Please forgive me, I don't deserve it, but I would feel much better knowing that we can talk like two people that know each other with no hatred. I miss you. I dont think its bad for me to miss you. I made this lasanga today that had 2 pounds of hamburger meat, 2 bags of cheese and two things of cottage cheese. it was badass, definetely the best EVe.